oh dear!

2009 is mostly over, and there is no entry for the year! here it is.

i was going to make an entry detailing the derailment of my last relationship, but i'm getting sleepy, so i shall defer from that story until another day when my fingers feel like typing.

Merry Christmas [3 days later]. scored awesome stuff, but basically my parents gave me money so i could buy whatever i wanted. i inadvertently geeked out on my last trip to the mall and bought some cosplay and other anime goods, so i shall need to organize a costume party to put these things to use.

bounty includes:
Lucky 6 perfume
black Converses [from my Best Friend]
white gold earrings
Aero red polo shirt
Gap brown turtleneck and "fat pants"
Pacific Sunwear black skinny jeans and blue jeans
Roxy hoodie for $7.50
Bleach red Rukia soul-grabbing gloves, Soul Candy dispenser, and Ichigo charm
Naruto Kakashi pouch, which i use for my digital camera
Max Rave, various tops and accessories which were 50% off
Forever 21 red sequin dress

plus i'm well on my way to finishing the authorized autobiography "Urban's Way: Urban Meyer, the Florida Gators, and the Plan to Win" as well as "Wicked". i'm also finishing Ninja Town on DS, which is my new favorite thing EVAR.

history in the making people. i can't believe some of the things that i've been privileged [perhaps] to see in my lifetime. things that i'm reminded to tell my kids stories of these things.

i distinctly remember my black 5th grade teacher saying how we'd see a white woman as president before a black man. i also don't remember very many pleasant memories from that school year, so i'd love to see him eat his words. but here we are, 12 years later...and Barak Obama is president.

i think only 5 people know who i voted for, and i have absolutely no desire to go about spewing my political views or disclosing the answer to that. as much time as i spend on Facebook, i don't think i've ever seen so much discussion of politics in one forum from people my age. of course there are things that i'm pleased to have seen, and some, not so much.

but despite the outcome, there are 2 [maybe 3] things that surprised me the most in the aftermath of this election:

1. the views of certain people who really equate president-elect Obama is the devil ascending the throne. and not just people saying mean things because they don't agree with his policies...i'm seeing people that i KNOW, whom i would believe had HALF a brain, have truly racist and ignorant views about a black man in power. really? i mean REALLY?? when you say "God save/help the US of A"...i hope you understand that you're talking about YOURSELF.

2. people talking about Sarah Palin as if she's a saint, that she'll do great things after this election. uhm. Palin rose out of obscurity, and now she'll sink back into obscurity, except now i have to worry about Alaska know that i know what degree of idiot governs that state.

3. the degree of apathy that come from people i know. a classmate of mine said he didn't vote because he wasn't informed enough, and says that uninformed voting is bad. i think laziness is worse, and i can say this because i HATE politics. discussing it, following it, imposing it upon others...whatever. but election stuff has been going on for the last 2 years, and i've DEFINITELY been dissatisfied for the last 8...so why wouldn't you want to inform yourself about the next person who might lead the country?? i informed myself, with much disinterest but great need, and therefore, i can't lend sympathy to those who haven't. and that coming from a LAW student?!?!

then there are those apathetic who say that they don't agree with either candidates' platforms; one conflicts their personal beliefs and the other doesn't do it for them...there were freaking like 12 nominations for president. surely you couldn't educate yourself on ANY of them??

i am so close to finishing my Shinigami outfit. now to start on my battle Yoruichi costume...

tailgating in 2.5 hours. i haven't slept a wink tonight, but i did take a 2 hour nap which i shouldn't have this afternoon.

had a traumatizing experience 2 weeks ago. Sean stalked me after the LSU game and stood outside my window for a few hours - fucking creepy. i bought myself some mace, i've been so messed up since then. i haven't been alone in 2 weeks.

i need to get back into drawing.

i can't wait until Saturday night! well so many big events coming up!! BBQ'ing and Pepe Lopez tomorrow night, Night Fair, Fl-Ga game, and...LOBSTER FEST!!!!

i just have to get up early Sunday for the AASU Rice Bowl. boo.

can you believe it's been 1 month already?

i love my FSA family. i got a new ading, although i didn't really want any more, and she was assigned to me because she's "loud...and you're loud".

i'm really happy right now. definitely a Pam.

despite a terrible start to my week, i never knew how well a game of Jeopardy could cheer me up.

Gemini finds Sagittarius's dreams and schemes entertaining and interesting.

feeling a bit like Pam, from The Office.

however, there is no greater want in my body than me wanting a Ninja Cat. it says a lot, because i don't like cats, but i would give a kidney for a Ninja Cat.



oh, and the second coming of "Numa Numa".

i love nicknames because, most of the time, they have special meanings and have much endearment behind them. i have lots: Kimothy, Ninja, Pichu, Kimkashi or just Kashi and even Kash, Snobare, Fuel.

i just got one of the cutest nicks today:

me (8:34:50 PM): if i had a nickname in your crew, what would it be? :-D
Mark (8:35:07 PM): lol
Mark (8:35:10 PM): do u rly wanna know
me (8:35:19 PM): sure
me (8:35:28 PM): i love nicknames
Mark (8:36:02 PM): ud be either tinted or windex lol
me (8:36:29 PM): windex???? what does that mean?
me (8:36:31 PM): i like tinted
Mark (8:36:42 PM): b/c i specifically remember one day during dance
Mark (8:36:48 PM): when u were like
Mark (8:36:51 PM): mark if u get in my window
Mark (8:36:54 PM): u will be fucked
Mark (8:36:56 PM): do u hear me, fucked!!!

we all have our secrets
but i'll never forget
how the sun shines through your window
for me

:]

Don't wait for me. And don't trust in me. Don't fall for me.
Even when you know you're falling for me.

i'm too tired to sleep.

i've cried so much, i can't cry anymore.

and why do we like to hurt so much?